Man, im feeling lame as usual once again. Blaah. I need this to end, but it wont. ugh come on.. So the other day I went to San Diego, I went to my old house and old neighborhood, and I decided to check out the old house and the park I used to goto. I found the pole I broke my teeth on, I also found my old fort from 10 years ago, everything was still there, its so cool. But its really smaller then I remember it. I also decided to drive around the town and look at all the old stuff, Banana video and Stumps are no longer there, nor do the way’s live next door to my old house anymore. Nothbing is really left there. MAybe this is an implication that I should Not be staying here in California, I dont know. The one person I wanted to write to me infact didnt, So that made me even more sad then before. I dont know Im just tired of being lonely I guess. But Ill get over it eventually. Sorry For complaining as usual, deal with it. :-/

October 19, 2005

JP, you probably will not read this, but please please stay safe sir. That hurricane sounds really dangerous. Please dont get hurt.

October 17, 2005

Hey guys,
Another boring update as usual. Woohoo. Yesturday was nice, it was kinda cool to have it actually rain out here in Cali, however I was thinking about the people I know back home and how incredibly miserable it must have been. For the past 8 days straight it has been raining. My dad told me that the sun hasnt even come out for the past 8 days, which is just rediculous. So I guess I should take in this heat as much as I can because before I know it I will be back in NY where it is fricken’ freezing.
I hate kids on Li-Punx man, they all suck. Granted they are like 45 years younger then me, they just are jerks. I have to stop going on message boards. Which is what I will do from now on. They cant understand when you write something to somone and that person acknowledges it. It isnt open for interpretation. Idiots.
I have exactly 2 Months before I come back to NY. What do I want to do when I come home? Simple, all of these 10 things:
1. Dumpster Dive with Ej and Bret and Possibly Cory
2. Play Shows With xFORNICATE!x
3. Play Shows With False Step
4. Chill out with Mike and Doug
5. Give Tony a huge hug (My Dog, But Ill Settle for sexy human tony too)
6. Ride my bike (if it isnt too freezing)
7. Expand my “portfolio”
8. Find Myself a girlfriend finally (I dont have to be in NY to do this)
9. Try to get into Cooper Union
10. Sleep

All of these sound simply amazing at the moment. I cant wait to do a lot of this stuff. Wee.
Lastly, Im getting uber loney at this point in my life. It sucks. But what can I do about it? Nothing! Some chill with me yo.

woo

October 3, 2005

California.
.ainrofilaC

Im feeling crappy lately. Too tired and too bored. woo

someone come visit me. or hangout with me :-/