So recently

Ive really been thining about a bunch of things. First off, ALITU, because I really want this ministry to get off the ground and I feel it will, the thing is im not sure how I am going to do that, the Good thing is it teaches me to rely on the Lord and trust the Lord that everything will work out, but you know me, I havent been able to do that, and Im really trying now to do so.

School – Im not sure if i wanna go back to murrieta next semester, I might want to do correspondence, because its cheaper, its easier for me to get work done(because its at my own pace) and I think i should be focusing on this ministry because the Vision is in the idea stage, just waiting for it to work out! But i am still praying about it and I trust the Lord to show me the correct decision to make!

I also really like Japan, but i just dont know if it is for me at the moment, maybe in the future or down the road but I dont think it is for me right now.   So who knows.  Ive just been doing a lot of work on the ALITU website which is pretty cool.  But I need to find other stuff to do.

Oh well.

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But Still I Cant Forget….

Until my mind goes blank, until I can no longer think, Until the earth falls to pieces, I will be praying for you everyday, In hopes I will see you one day with that same beautiful face and pretty smile I remember you once had.

yeah so. jumping.

yeah so today we jumped off 40 foot concretewalls just sitting in the ocean we swam like a quarter mile out to this big cement brick(probably for loading and unloading ships at one point in time) and just kept jumping off of it.  Then, Aaron, Mark, Haley, Doug and Djuji  jumped off of one that was 10 feet higher, equaling like 50 feet high.  I should of done it, but i didnt.  Im lame.  heres pictures.

yeah too bad tony isnt here, id make him do it.  haha yeah

I love Okinawa, but im still just unsure about what God wants to do through me.  Pray for me ok?

mad at the girls.

haha.  Yeah so thismonth has been pretty crazy, we did a bunch of things in the past 2 weeks.  but the big thing im struggaling with is whether or not i should go back to ccbc next semester,  im not sure yet, but i have to continue to pray about it.  The other thing that I would like to do is to move to brooklyn with Tony and get an apartment and a job out there and then save mony and use it to get into art school.  But that decision does not have to be made until like december 1st, so im good for now.  My birthday was cool, I just sat around and rested and then also had class and a cake.  Then me and rob and doug are going to eventually find the lost trenches from world war 2.  which is really cool.  I cant wait for that.  I also deleted a lot of my internet accounts in various places.  I want to get off the computer more so i did.  All that is left is this accoutn an email and myspace(ugh)  hopefully soon ill get off of thos too!  haha

God bless!