Dreams Nothing To Desire

Dear Lady
I promised beautitudes
Dear miss
Ive packed venerating hunger
Dear beauty
Ive grown wearing of debate
Dear tragic
Your dearest conciousness now clinched tight
I seem to be dead

To the eye of the beholder, the sea is a vast wide open shell of iniquities, spawning,
absorbent, feeble, and idiotic adherents. Speaking nothing but latin dissimulatives, and
obvious deterrents.

Mr. Lugibrious i disdain thee.

Finding Myself In Four Tragic Skips

Fractural Stoic, An Unsettling Death Trap!
The End Of A Tragic Sonnet Keeps Ringing In My ear!
Cultural Fabler, Is That The Point Of Your Pitiful Life?
Mistake Me For Being Happy! Because I Really Think I Am
Without You (Jesus) I Am Nothing! But Of Course I Think I Am
(But) Nothing Satisfies The Heart Of A Man!(Or Our Minds)
I Am Nothing (Compared To You) With No Purpose!
Whisper To Me How Much You Love Me Because I Dont Feel Like Your Ever, There!
Who Am I?
What Am I?
What Will Become Of Me?
My Body Is An Empty Shell (Without You)
My Life Is A Living Hell (Without You)
My Mind Is A Backsliding Vessel (Without You)
My Death With Last Forever (Without You)
(Without You) I Can Never Find Myself!

A New Age

Yes! This Is A Chronicle Of A New Age
(And)Yes! This Is The Life Of A New Mantle
My Life Is Gone! (Moving On!)
The Past Is Gone, Spark A Change
Unite The Men(Women) Of A Better Tommorow!

Your Word Is Treason!
Like A Fallen Angel Grabbing For Anything To Drag!
Your Word Is Wrong

“This Is Real, This Is Not A Dream”
“This Is Real, Or So It May Seem”

2 Samuel 2 (David is Rebuked)

Reprise!
Someone Pass Me The Knife To Purge My Head Of Insecurities!
Reprise!
Someone Is Not There!
Reject!
Like A River, A River Flowing (Through My Veins!) Past The Break Of Day!
Reject!
The Dawning (The Fading, The Shaping) Its Coming (Slowly Moving) Of My Heart!
This Bond We’ve Made Has To Be Broken!
For It Is Not Pure In The Eyes Of Our Father.
I Killed Him To Fix This Open Wound (This Tragic Brace!) To Fill This Empty Shelf!
I Killed Him To Satisfy (I Often Question What That Is) My Every Need.
Now I Am Nothing! (What Have I Become!)
Oh Dear God What Have I Done? (Only Living For Your Flesh!)
There Were Two Men In A Certain City, The One Rich, The Other Poor
Only For You I’ll Long! (In This Desperate Silence)
The Rich Man Had Very Many Flocks And Herds
Only For You Ill Lust! (Where Is Your Mind)
But The Poor Man Had Nothing But One Little Ewe Lamb, Which He Had Bought. And He Brought It Up, And It Grew Up With Him And His Children, It Used To Eat Of His Morsel And Drink From His Cup And Lie In His Arms, And It Was Like A Daughter To Him
Only For You Ill Kill! (Conscience Never Sets)
Now There Came A Traveler To The Rich Man, And He Was Unwilling To Take One Of His Own Flock Or Herd To Prepare For The Guest Who Had Come To Him, But He Took The Poor Man’s Lamb And Prepared It For The Man Who Had Come To Him
Only For You Ill Steal! (A Broken Promise With No Seal)
As The Lord Lives, The Man Who Has Done This Deserves To Die!
Only For You Ill Live! (A Promise With No Purpose)
And He Shall Restore The Lamb Fourfold, Because He Did This Thing And Because He Had No Pity
(Please, David)
Your The One Who Stole From This Man
What About This Can You Not Understand?
If Anything You Should See What You’ve Done
You Killed And Your Filled Oh Let Evil Succumb!
You Took Her, You’ve Killed Him
But God Still Has Mercy!
You Made A Mistake, Now Whos The Fake?
Now Please O Highest I Know You’ve Forgiven (Me)
But Teach Me To Walk In A Way Better Light!

In His Mercy and Grace

…Kingdom Come! (thy will be done)
His Mercy Endures Forever! (Nothing More, Nothing Less!)
Nothing more, Nothing less! (Nothing More, Nothing Less!)
I Try To Find A Reason, A Reason To Depart
But I Know, I Know That You Are Always On My Heart!
(My Mind Tells Me That Your Just Not There)
Fallacy!
You Are Right There, Right There Waiting For Me!
So Sorry, So Sorry! (For Making You Wait, Wait For Me!)
To Finally Ask For Forgiveness! (For All My Trespassings On Your Laws)
Second Act! (Dont Look Back!)
Our Father (Who Art In Heaven!) Hallowed Be Thy Name!
Who Are We, To Take Credit, For Your Beautiful Masterpiece!
You Painted A Pretty Portrait of A Precious Pristine Pretorium
Sign It! Seal It! Print It! (Life As An Art Form!)
Show Me Your Face!
(I Want To Meet The Artist Responsible For This Work…)
Design! (Implies A Designer)
(I Wish I Was) More Like You!
So I Could Know, Yeah So I Could Know (Tell Me What You Mean!)
What My Plan is!(Why You Died For Me!)
I Am Not Worthy! (For Your Love)
This Is A Glorious Sonnet
Of Your Uncomprimising Worth!
This Is A Fracture Of The Gratitude
That I Can Begin To Share
You Are So Precious (To Me!)

A detrimental failure is nothing to hate..

My Scarlet Scripture Marks Beauty
My Blackened Heart Marks Solitude
My Open Mind Scripts Falling Kings
My Cave Is Not Worth
Reduce Me!
To This Open Hearted Tragedy
To The Walls Of The Kingdoms With Faults In Their Eyes
Reduce Me!
For I Am Forsaken Without You
Not Knowing Hate From Love.
Without You…..
My Life Falls To Pieces
Without You….
My Mind Surely Breaks
Without You….
I Am Just A Boy
Without You….
Youll See These Burning Bridges Fall Down!
You Will No Longer Power Me
I Am My Own
My Life Never Gave Me The Option Of Failing
I Cant Lay Down To This
I Cannot Sleep To This
I Will Not
Come Crashing Down
My Heart Tears Its Thousand Black Scars
I Cry For My Only Alternative
My Seperate Dark Ego Which Once Was Myself
Not Knowing The Reason
Existence Please Dont Fail Me Now
I Still Remember
How It Was
It Was Black Gold